I saw you.

Trigger warning.

I was raped. If you have been and you get triggered by this there is a warning.

When I saw you  I ran.

I was scared.

my heart started beating faster.

My ears began to ring so loud it was almost like hearing nothing.

you watched me.

You knew.

It it all flooded back.

My eyes betray me.

Like a looping movie.

I can feel how bad it hurt.

I can still hear yelling.

I wanted you to stop.

But you wouldn’t get off .

you just wanted to get off.

 

 

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4 comments

  1. Enigmatic Amor · March 22, 2016

    That’s horrible to relive that.

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    • lostgirl381 · March 22, 2016

      It isn’t fun. I try to push it out but…when I see him I freak out. My husband was with me this last time and I almost puked. I didn’t know what to do. So I just ran off. My husband tends to get… Aggressive. But I just don’t want to deal with it at all.

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      • Enigmatic Amor · March 22, 2016

        You see this person in town? Oh Honey, that’s so awful. Xoxox

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      • lostgirl381 · March 22, 2016

        Yeah. We went to high school together. I didn’t tell anyone for two years. So the cops can’t do anything. But I guess it’s not the first time he’s done it. I knew a girl who told me not to date him… She told me later why. I hadn’t seen him in a year before that.

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